(0) Dreams: Dec 2 2008

Dreaming and Waking of Being Something

I’m dreaming of something large and very vast, black covered in sparkles.  I wake up suddenly and I’m in my bed in a place that feels familiar but strange.  A small whisp of darkness covered in sparks floats about me and fear courses through me with a though of ‘It’s real!’.  I stop myself from being afraid knowing that this thing is part of me.  I remember the dream I had in this dream of vastness and gold.

Run Aways on the Way to the Fortress

I become slightly more awake and look out the window.  Yellow-Red things that looks like the flying machines from Tron fly by the street, I know they are looking for me.  I check myself, how did they know I was here?  Of course, I find a transponder on me, a thick black cable stick out of it and the batteries are in it.  They are tracking me.

I tell everyone that they know where we are and we have to move now.  We pack into two cars, Mom is trying to bring someone on a wheelchair with us, I give her a skeptical look and ask her what is she doing?

We drive off, but cops are around us, it feels like they are looking for us but then they simply drive in front of us with blue lights flashing.  Are they clearing the way for us?  We are convoyed into a giant cement entrance that feels like a tunnel or a ferry.

Neck Stabbing for Treasure?

I’m in a giant cement structure that feels like an underground secret lab, or some sort of complex.  From the distance a woman approaches.  She feels faintly lizard like, slender and attractive but I think of her as an enemy.  I become invisible and pop out my energy blades, she doesn’t see me but it feels like she’s perfectly aware of me.  I jump out and sink my claws in her neck.  An impression of blood and gore guts spraying.  ‘I have you’? Feeling of being caught?

There are many of us around me, and I’m being pushed-carried as I walk to the locker.  The lizard man that feels like my friend opens it, it falls out and is supposed to hit the ground and break but I catch it skilfully.  If it hit the ground we would fail?  That was the woman’s trap, the thing inside is somehow not what it is supposed to be, and I know it’s a stainless steel key.  It activates the bomb and we have to leave right now.

The lizard man is my friend, he’s powerful and dependable and he’s going to get us out of here.  We pack into an SUV and race out.

Run Aways from The Fortress

I’m someone else far away flying away from the island where the fortress is and the city that surrounds it.  I watch a giant cataclysmic explosion rip the city apart, I hope I would get away from it but I don’t.  I die.

We’re racing out of the tunnel from the fortress away from the city.  I scream-tell-in fear everyone that we have moments before it happens.  I look back fearfully knowing that we’re all going to die.  Something from the sky, harsh radiation?  Micro waves?  Cosmic rays of some sort?  They fall on the ground and pulverize everything, ripping destroying, the city goes as if someone shot high vibration into the ground causing it to heave up.

I yell at the lizard man to get us underground, we have to have some cover from the radiation or we’ll never survive.  The waves reach us and everything becomes loud and confusing, sensation of rocks and gravel hitting the roof of the car and strange pressure and crawling on the top of the head.  The car slants down and we drive into an abandoned mine just in time.  We barely brake in time and hit the far end of the tunnel.

There are many other cars down here, ancient parkade?

It’s not over, strange smell to the air, radiation poisoning?  What about the giant boulders that will come crashing down the tunnel?  We have to move out of the car into the safer space, maybe feed on air from the tires?  This is hopeless, there is no way out.  We should just die.

End of the World

I watch the world from the orbit, its a giant dessert, almost everyone is dead.  From above on the equator a giant snake swallowing a round thing was drawn in a crude way with a finger.  Writing beside it says: ‘Faith is the only way’.

I’m traveling with a bunch of hippies in the desert world of tomorrow.  We’ve found an ancient gas tanker and are going into the main tunnels on some sort of mission.

This is stupid, I’m out of here.  I don’t like this.

I wake up.

Game of Voy: Firendly Fire

I’m standing in what feels like a very spacious well light room, almost like a control tower.  It’s filled with really realistic looking fighter-sim games.  A joystick full of fancy controls sticks out and I begin to playing.  It’s for a defense turret, I watch bunch of planes take off on a mission.  They are friendly but I want to have some fun so I target them and blow them up.

Mom walks in from the room and gives me shit yelling ‘What are you doing! Stop that!’.  I feel guilty for playing the games, the viewpoint shifts and I’m looking at myself in the defense tower from very far away.  I’m the plane I just blew up and I die?

Game of Voy: Shootem up

I’m flying a tiny ship in a shoot-them-up game.  I’ve played this before and I’m better at controlling the ship’s weapons and knowing the rules.  I easily get past the stage with obstruction-enemies and get to the boss-goal stage.

From Space to Rope Climbing

We’re on a planet far away, me, and man that feels like my dad friend and guide all at once, and his son.  We leave together in their car-spaceship and go to his place.  They really like rope climbing and I’m deathly afraid of it so we go together.  I watch a black dude practice rope climbing with the guide-father-friend guy.  It looks really hard and he’s sweating like hell.  It looks strangely sexual actually.

Now it’s my turn but instead of jumping with a rope strapped to me we go on Sheekra rollercoaster.  We hang in the seats above the drop and I’m having lots of fun not being scared at all.  Then the father-guide-frend guy reacheas around trying to unscrew a portion of the safety holders and I get really scared.  I put my hands over them saying I really need those to hold on to.

The rollercoaster drops, feeling of free fall and flying, there are no more safety holders and I fly by trees a bit too far as they smack me on the face.  Tons of fun.

We’re after the roller coaster and the guy’s sun asks me if I want to buy him some food.  I refuse because he asked me and because I want to save my money.  I feel guilty and buy two cups of peanuts for 1$, they actually cost $1.02 now, I don’t mind paying more now and I leave a bit more as a tip.  I give one to him and he’s happy.

The man and his son show me around their place trying to teach and explain things to me.

From Rope Climbing to Learning about Three-FourSomes?

At some point I find out he’s into swinging, but because he’s older and doing it with much older people I’m really grossed out.  It feels like me finding it out is an arranged accident.  I’m outside and find a cube that’s also a vagina.  I stick my hand in it trying to part it to see what’s on the other side (where the guy is having group sex) but my camera won’t get through.  It feels soft and delicious to have my hand in there but I can’t get it to do what I want,but I also do.

Train Rides to Nowhere

We’re leaving on a train ride to the destination, but I forgot my baggage.  I ask the train lady when is the next train, she says 200. I tell the guy and his son I’ll meet them there and jump out.  Old beggar lady on the train station knows where my lost baggage is and she points it out to me.  I take a strange lost train to it, but then get kick out of it.

It’s dark, and winter and cold out here.  I don’t know where I am or where I’m supposed to go.

I wake up.